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2008-12-17T16:48:00.000-08:00

Well i did it. i moved home. one day, Sarah, Travis and I decided that Hawaii isn’t the place for us. it is too expensive, and most of the people there are not too wonderful to be around. i think it was a wise choice, i mean i am already in the process of signing up for next semester’s classes, and I do love being cold again, but there are definitely things I will miss about that place. My good friend Brian of course, who showed me how to blog, and the beautiful beach…but I am glad to be home. My mom is still up to her schemes and my dad is still the same ‘ol wise crackin guy. I miss being on my own, but I am glad to be somewhere where I can buy food without having to go into hardcore debit. I don’t know what I’m rambling about, this post was just to let everyone know that I am home. Maybe for a long time, maybe for short. Later.

You Know That Good Feeling?

2008-09-25T23:23:00.000-07:00

this is another picture i drew. it is colored pencil on plain paper.

I dont know what it is lately, but i feel good about my life. i mean, i am in debit, in not too incredibly healthy, and a lot of other things, but i just seem to feel happy lately. i love living in this place, it is so beautiful. i love when it rains here too, i swear on my life there were raindrops that are like 3/4 of an inch around. it is the most intense rain i have ever seen, but i love it. well that is my 2 cents for me today. hope to hear from you.

Oh, The Music.

2008-09-24T03:27:00.000-07:00

Before you start reading, i want you to pick any song off of this playlist and listen to it all the way through. these are some of the most wonderful songs i could find, and they saved my sanity.

well this week was pretty rough, and since i know that maybe one person, possibly two, will read this blog, i feel a little alienated... but whatever. this weekend, my new good friend Ian told me a little bit about "Fractals". They are some sort of graph or something of a never ending equation. in a nutshell, they make you feel like you are on acid the entire time you are watching them. i suggest you check them out on youtube.com because they apparently explain the nature of the universe. ( i am being serious, the mathematicians that discovered them think that they are the key to understanding the universe), and the sad thing is, i think i believe them. i think god knows math, and science, and magic, and all of the wonderful mysteries that we do not know. i had some pretty deep conversation with some new friends recently, about love and the true meaning of religeon and stuff... it was a breath of fresh air. i think that all of us need to take a little bit more time to just sit down and talk with someone. since then, i have gone from being a pretty inward-facing person, to a more outward one. the only way to true happiness is to serve others, that is no lie. so while i wait for my true love to return from her trip, i will keep contemplating all these things that i desire to know more about, because the best way to learn something is to learn it yourself. i hope someone reads this blog, i hope they are from far away, and they enjoy it. i hope that the music that is playing right now saves you somehow, small or substantial, and i hope to hear from you soon, phantom reader.

Some Thoughts

2008-09-09T16:41:00.001-07:00

well today in English we wrote in class essays. it was supposed to be some experience of how someone we know saw the light, or something lame like that. i dont know if i should feel bad, but i completely made mine up. i mean, the people i know overcome adversity, but i wanted something interesting, so i made it up. other than that, i feel like life is goin good. i love when things are organized. i love when i am all alone, upstairs in the library, and i am in my own little world. it is so freeing being left alone sometimes. just sometimes though, i suppose. i donno, im not looking forward to walking home after school, i guess i should get a car. so the question of the day is... is it ok to withhold truths from a loved one if you know it will hurt them?

hope to hear from you.

Night Show

2008-09-03T02:28:00.000-07:00

well tonight i visited the wonderful night show to see my good buddy brian, and it was awesome. he was playing drums with a whole poly line up, and he was the only white guy. hahahaha brian you are cool.

Brian, Lets Be Buds

2008-09-02T03:13:00.000-07:00

You heard me, lets do this thing.

oh by the way, here is a picture i made in high school, i hope you like it