Home

Well i did it. i moved home. one day, Sarah, Travis and I decided that Hawaii isn’t the place for us. it is too expensive, and most of the people there are not too wonderful to be around. i think it was a wise choice, i mean i am already in the process of signing up for next semester’s classes, and I do love being cold again, but there are definitely things I will miss about that place. My good friend Brian of course, who showed me how to blog, and the beautiful beach…but I am glad to be home. My mom is still up to her schemes and my dad is still the same ‘ol wise crackin guy. I miss being on my own, but I am glad to be somewhere where I can buy food without having to go into hardcore debit. I don’t know what I’m rambling about,  this post was just to let everyone know that I am home. Maybe for a long time, maybe for short. Later.

You Know That Good Feeling?

this is another picture i drew. it is colored pencil on plain paper.

I dont know what it is lately, but i feel good about my life. i mean, i am in debit, in not too incredibly healthy, and a lot of other things, but i just seem to feel happy lately. i love living in this place, it is so beautiful. i love when it rains here too, i swear on my life there were raindrops that are like 3/4 of an inch around. it is the most intense rain i have ever seen, but i love it. well that is my 2 cents for me today. hope to hear from you.

Oh, The Music.

Before you start reading, i want you to pick any song off of this playlist and listen to it all the way through. these are some of the most wonderful songs i could find, and they saved my sanity.

well this week was pretty rough, and since i know that maybe one person, possibly two, will read this blog, i feel a little alienated... but whatever. this weekend, my new good friend Ian told me a little bit about "Fractals". They are some sort of graph or something of a never ending equation. in a nutshell, they make you feel like you are on acid the entire time you are watching them. i suggest you check them out on youtube.com because they apparently explain the nature of the universe. ( i am being serious, the mathematicians that discovered them think that they are the key to understanding the universe), and the sad thing is, i think i believe them. i think god knows math, and science, and magic, and all of the wonderful mysteries that we do not know. i had some pretty deep conversation with some new friends recently, about love and the true meaning of religeon and stuff... it was a breath of fresh air. i think that all of us need to take a little bit more time to just sit down and talk with someone. since then, i have gone from being a pretty inward-facing person, to a more outward one. the only way to true happiness is to serve others, that is no lie. so while i wait for my true love to return from her trip, i will keep contemplating all these things that i desire to know more about, because the best way to learn something is to learn it yourself. i hope someone reads this blog, i hope they are from far away, and they enjoy it. i hope that the music that is playing right now saves you somehow, small or substantial, and i hope to hear from you soon, phantom reader.

Some Thoughts

well today in English we wrote in class essays. it was supposed to be some experience of how someone we know saw the light, or something lame like that. i dont know if i should feel bad, but i completely made mine up. i mean, the people i know overcome adversity, but i wanted something interesting, so i made it up. other than that, i feel like life is goin good. i love when things are organized. i love when i am all alone, upstairs in the library, and i am in my own little world. it is so freeing being left alone sometimes. just sometimes though, i suppose. i donno, im not looking forward to walking home after school, i guess i should get a car. so the question of the day is... is it ok to withhold truths from a loved one if you know it will hurt them?

hope to hear from you.

Night Show

well tonight i visited the wonderful night show to see my good buddy brian, and it was awesome. he was playing drums with a whole poly line up, and he was the only white guy. hahahaha brian you are cool. 

Brian, Lets Be Buds

You heard me, lets do this thing. 

oh by the way, here is a picture i made in high school, i hope you like it